Wednesday, October 12, 2005 Rowie loves Jay @ 2:54 PM.
Well, it is the mid-term break now.. You know the funny thing is that a lot of ppl are really really busy.. But i somehow dun have much things to do.. Now this makes me feel funny.. Am I missing on sth here? I am not sure... I mean I have a lot of projects to do and 2 tests coming up.. But somehow I dun feel worried..Funny eh.. Maybe this is not a good thing.. Gotta feel a bit stressed.. Or maybe I am being lazy and not doing stuff... Ah.. the maybes...
Anyway, I am back to Acanthus for 3 days.. They are having an exhibition and they need some help.. Besides I can earn some extra cash.. So why not?? Well, I have not been back for a couple of months... Kinda feel funny at first.. It always does anyway... I am sure I will go back to normal... But well, it is 3 days only!!! Was thinking of going to work for someone else.. No particular store in mind yet.. But I was hoping to go into something closer to what I like, such as accessories, fashion or gifts!! Well, that will probably come later though... At least till my term is over.. But I will feel kinda sad to leave Acanthus.. It has been good working there... Regina is leaving as well.. Who would have thought that that was coming.. Well, sure miss her... Hope we can still keep in contact... She is one good friend though..
Recently, I have been having weird/funny dreams.. Dunno why?? Dunno if i should put it down here though... Maybe I was having nostalgic memories again subconsciously.. One of the weird dreams I had, I can remember vividly.. I was in this building... Not sure if it was a SMU building but it looked like it.. And it started to flood.... From the first level upwards.. And the funniest thing is that only that building I was in was starting to flood... not the exterior. And before that... I was with 2 guys.. Cannot really tell the face of one.. But this was the scenario.. Guy A was a guy I liked but he has a girlfriend. Then there is Guy B who is my friend but I treat him like a brother .. So guy A knows that I like him.. But he likes his girlfriend of course.. And we were all trapped in this building.. Then it started to flood.. So we were all like running upwards.. When we reached like a certain level, the flood has not reached yet.. so everything kinda paused.. We were all kinda scared of course.. So i was crying and hugging guy B who i treat as a brother... Then I dunno what happen between there.. It kinda like stayed that way for what seems like a few days... So we were all kinda looking very tired and dirty and all... Then guy A falls for me... So he told his then gf that he was breaking up with her... I mean ok thinking back it feels kinda nice.. But that guy is horrible.. We are like in a major crisis... Anyway... by then I already found out that i actually liked guy B instead of guy A... So I decided not to say anything until we get out of this mess.. And guy B also liked me.. So we were like a couple or sth in the midst of the crisis... So then finally someone shouts that the flood is back.. So there were like lots of people running.. i could almost feel that i was in a stampede.. Crazy man!!! And finally the 3 of us ran out thru a small door right at the roof top... And we were saved.. Then the setting changed.. We were like in a beautiful garden.. And guy A was standing in the middle, waiting for me to come to give him an answer.. So i came and saw guy B passing him a note, then he walked away. So i approached guy A and he looked kinda upset.. Cos his ex-gf that he broke up with was in the hospital in a coma... So i went over to him and told him that he should not give up a gal that loves him so much... So he ran off to find the gal in the hospital and i went over to sit with guy B and there.. HAPPY ENDING..
Wow.. amazing dream huh.. I mentioned this.. cos i think this could be made into a movie or drama or sth.. Cool eh... Well, i love sappy romance stories/dramas/movies anyway... So well.. there are many weird dreams i had... Some scary, some romantic, some just plain weird.. Haha.. But i guess i have a strong imagination.. that is what my mum thinks anyway.. But i like to dream... Some people cannot remember their dreams I can.. And some are like serials... they continue the next night.. Pretty amazing huh....
Ok.. i guess i'll leave the other dreams till the next time.. Maybe i should put down my dream every night.. If i can remember.. so i can record my dreams down..But then again.. they are just dreams.. Why bother remembering when the most important things are those that happen in real life rite?? Alrite.. we'll see!!